Depressed

P/S: This post is from my old blog. I would like to elaborate more and some of it is added extra from the original.

For the past few days of hard-working…… I had my 1st night outing and it was good and memorable.. I met alot of my old friends.. new friends… important people.. WoW! This is something that I’ve been not doing for long time. Well.. I enjoyed! They enjoyed and I believe I gain some respect. Most importantly is happy and party the great time. The Loft Upstair.. RockS! Thankz to all dude @ Loft for taking care of me!

Concern becomes DEPRESSION! Now I regret about the outing yesterday. I should’ve stay @ home and sleep. I should not had any night outing! Almost too late for this… Shit happens sometimes, I gain some.. I lose some.. At least I gain the friendship with these people and I lose trust with someone.

I had my mood all swinging and I’m lost.. I’m very sad and depressed… I just feel like being alone and getaway for meantime.. To ease myself off.. At least!